How Much Does A Cafe Manager Make?

I'll keep slipping farther

     Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction 
 
 fades Stones to throw at my creator 
 Masochists to Which I cater You don 
 
 't Need to bother; 
 I Do not Need To Be 
 I'll keep slipping farther But 
 Once I hold on, 
 I will not let go' til it bleeds 
 
 Wish I was too dead to care If 
 Indeed I  cared at all 
 Never had a voice to protest 
 So you fed me shit to digest 
  
 I wish I had a reason; 
 my flaws are open season 
 For this, I gave up trying 
 One good turn deserves my dying  
  
 You don't need to bother; 
 I don't need to be 
 I'll keep slipping farther 
 But once I hold on, 
 I won't let go 'til it bleeds  
  
 Wish I'd died instead of lived 
 A zombie hides my face 
 Shell forgotten 
 with its memories 
 Diaries left 
 with cryptic entries  
  
 And you don't need to bother; 
 I don't need to be 
 I'll keep slipping farther 
 But once I hold on, 
 I won't let go 'til it bleeds  
 
 You Do not Need to bother; 
 I Do not Need To Be 
 I'll keep slipping farther But 
 eleven 
 I hold on ... I'll never live down my deceit         
 
 I love this song, but is somewhat bleak. 
 
 First post of the year. Bss